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Mein Kampf (My Struggle)

Your first thought should have been, “Why is Bob writing about Hitler?” or, “Who is this crazy blogger going to compare to Hitler?”  If you did not make the connection to the German dictator then you are a product of a failed school system and failing to learn from the past dooms one to repeat its failures.

This blog is actually about the patriarch, Jacob, who has his name changed to Israel (Hebrew: Yisra’el – he who struggles/prevails with God) after wrestling all night with a spiritual being that has taken human form (Gen 32:24-30).

Where in the Bible do we see great wealth and leisure?  One of the hallmarks of the Torah (the first five books of the Bible), that speaks to its authenticity, is that the main characters have flaws . . . often many flaws that they must struggle with because of the law of ‘unintended consequences’.

Other religions depict their heroes as above reproach because of their absolute submission to their god(s).  Judaism, and its offspring (Christianity) show a different, more realistic nature of man and Yahweh ensures that man’s flaws are featured prominently in the only book He has ever written.

Jacob, the second son of Isaac (even if by only a couple of minutes) deceives his blind father into giving him the blessing of the first born (Gen 25:21 – 27:41).  He succeeds, but now he must, consequently, flee for his life from a vengeful brother.

Jacob’s mother (who orchestrated the deception because of a vision she received while the two brothers were yet unborn: Gen 25:22-23) sends him to the land of her family, ostensibly to find a non-Canaanite wife from among Rebekah’s relatives (another, partial deception to shield Isaac from the conflict between his sons).

Jacob ends up at the house of his uncle, impoverished.

Rebekah would not have sent her son on a long trip to find a bride without also sending gifts with him.  Abraham’s servant arrived in Padanaram with ten camels laden with treasure when seeking a wife for Isaac, and Rebekah would have arranged for something similar for her son, Jacob, to bring for the family of a prospective bride.

Since Jacob was penniless when he arrived at the house of Laban (Gen 29:15), it can be presumed that he was robbed along the way.  The Book of Jasher (Chapter 29) tells us that Esau’s son (Eliphaz) and ten others are sent to kill Jacob, but Jacob bribes him with everything he has to ransom his life.

[Jasher, Enoch, Jubilees, etc., are not canonized texts, but they do add to the richness of the Biblical narrative, and you should read them at least once to enhance your understanding of the Word.  Ancient Israelites would have been familiar with these stories in the same way that Americans are familiar (or at least, were familiar) with the stories of Johnny Appleseed, John Henry, and Washington cutting down the cherry tree.  The stories are not seen as historical truths, but they add to the richness of our American heritage.]

Jacob is smitten with his cousin, Rachel, and agrees to work as a shepherd for his uncle for seven years as a substitute for the price Jacob would have paid had he not been robbed enroute to Padanaram.

When the seven years of labor are completed (I can’t imagine a seven-year engagement), Jacob is deceived on his wedding night by Laban, who substitutes his oldest daughter, Leah, in place of Rachel in the wedding chamber.  Jacob learns of the deception in the morning (it can be assumed that an abundance of wine during the wedding reception clouded Jacob ability to uncover the ruse).

So, the man that deceived his father is now deceived by his uncle and his new, unwanted, wife (Leah was complicate with the deception – she could have spoke up at any time before they consummated).  Jacob loved Rachel so much that he agreed to work seven more years in return for her, also.

Marriage is hard enough – can you imagine being married to sisters, Leah who is probably shown on a regular basis that she is not loved and is probably hated by her sister for trying to steal the man her sister loved and Rachel, who is barren and watches her deceptive sister conceive numerous times with the husband she desperately wants to bless with children?

Laban deceives Jacob into working for him for an additional six years after the original fourteen years have been completed.  He tells Jacob he can leave with the flocks he raises, but Laban has his sons regularly steal the livestock that is promised to Jacob (Gen 30).

Yahweh eventually assists Jacob by multiplying Jacob’s flocks and diminishing Laban’s (Laban’s deceptions towards Jacob finally yield consequences). 

Jacob tries to flee Laban with his wives, children, and flocks for fear that Laban will obstruct his leaving (indentured servants who completed their service did not have the right to their wife or children if acquired during their servitude) and return to the land of his parents. 

This flight has great peril, also, because it will reunite him with his brother (Esau) who tried to have him killed twenty years earlier, and may still hold a grudge. Jacob learns the troubling news that Esau, with 400 men, will descend upon their caravan the following day and he spends a fitful night wrestling with ‘god’.

Allah requires absolute submission, but Yahweh allows for His people to question, to talk back, and even to rebel (sin is lawlessness or rebellion).  Yahweh is ‘tolerant’ of the sins of the people who love Him and seek to do His Will. He is not tolerant of those who refuse to keep His Word and endeavor to cause others to sin.

He records the struggles of His people with Him and with their lives as an example to us in our imperfect lives and times of trial.

  • Abram questions Elohim about His promise of offspring with his wife (Gen 17), Sarai, which does not happen for fifteen years after the original promise.
  • Sarah laughes at an angelic promise of a child in her old age and lies when confronted with her disbelief by the angelic being (Gen 18). Their eventual son was named Isaac (meaning, “laughter”)
  • Sarah demands Abram sleep with her maidservant (Hagar) to conceive a child that she seemed unable to produce (Gen 16).  Look at all the consequences produced by this one act:
    • Sarai is angered with Abram for doing what Sarai demanded;
    • This offspring of Abram (Ishmael) is first-born, but is not given the first-born blessing and inheritance causing generations of hostilities between the prodigy of Ishmael Isaac; and
    • The promised child (Isaac) is delayed even longer.
  • Abraham (his name is changed by Yahweh when he makes His Covenant with him) argues with Yahweh about his plan to destroy Sodom and Gomorrah . . . and Elohim appears to be receptive to Abraham’s arguments.
  • Abraham struggles with the people of Abimelech, who are jealous of his good-fortune and seek to ruin Abraham because of their inability to prosper as he does (the nation of Israel today faces the same type of envy from their Muslim neighbors).
  • Joseph is nearly killed by his envious brothers, but is sold into slavery, instead. If slavery was not bad enough, he is falsely accused of a crime and sent to prison for many years.
  • Moses loses great wealth and titles when he flees Egypt.  He argues with Yahweh repeatedly about returning to Egypt.  He has to deal with over two million nomads who, for forty-years, are back-biting and complaining, “Are we there, yet?”
  • Gideon questions Yahweh repeatedly and requests signs as proof before destroying his father’s pagan altars and fleeing the authorities.  Gideon questions and argues with Yahweh repeatedly about the plan to defeat 135,000 Midianites with only 300 soldiers from Israel.  One would presumably have to be quite insane not to question such a military plan (Judges 6-7).
  • David faces and kills lions with a sling when tending his father’s sheep.  He flees for his life from an envious King Saul.  He later flees for his life from an envious son (Absalom) who seeks to forcibly wrest the kingdom of Israel away from him.
  • Job was beset with personal and financial calamity and challenged Yahweh about why this happened.  So intense was the criticism, that Yahweh responded with uncharacteristic sarcasm.
  • The prophets all faced ridicule and/or imprisonment – many were killed by the kings they served.
  • Christ probed his Father in the Garden of Gethsemane and plead with Him to find a different way to bring about salvation than by Yeshua’s torture and death.  He accepted his Father’s Will (“Not my will, but thine be done”) and suffered beatings and crucifixion.

Life is struggle.  No one who takes a stand on God’s Word will be able to escape that.  Our Creator knows this and allows for us to struggle with Him while trying to navigate our faith.  Those that just struggle with Him because they don’t like or disapprove of His Instructions will face the consequences of mocking Yahweh and His Word.

Speaking of those who are destined to take a swim in the lake of fire, Hitler got one thing right – life is struggle.  Ad agency Ogilvy & Mather replicated Hitler’s theme though a series of biographical stories of eleven anti-racist activists in Germany – they tell their stories of struggling against racism by spending decades removing Nazi graffiti, by protesting neo-Nazis, and more (hence the poster of the new book with eleven different covers).

When you face adversity in your life, Yahweh showed us that even the heroes of old faced adversity.  Those that preach “prosperity theology” and that the faithful will be blessed by riches, lie about the lessons of the Bible and the nature of life.  Good people can and often face strife while evil people can and often live lives of luxury.  This does not mean that rich people are evil (though many are) or that poor people are righteous (though many are).

Don’t Blame God is a good book about why bad things happen to Godly people.

It is okay to question your situation, your faith, and to question the Maker of heaven and earth, as long as your desire is be right with the Maker of heaven and earth.  Zealots (ardent, unquestioning believers) will probably be of little help in your ordeals and your growth in faith.

Share your life with people who are willing to share their doubts about the path they are following and the struggles they face.  They are real and are probably not scared of truth, no matter what direction it leads them in.

The story of your life could, and probably should, be entitled, “My Struggle”.

By rkeck777

I have carefully searched the Scriptures for decades to find the Truth of what God wanted for my life. I was raised Roman Catholic and even attended seminary in the 1980s in Indianapolis, IN. They asked me to leave because I kept questioning the faith by pointing out where Catholic doctrine was counter to the clear teachings of the Scriptures (these differences are covered in many books). I was told that I was “too orthodox” and asked to leave.
I thank the Way International for teaching me ‘how’ to read the Bible. Just as one needs to be taught to read Shakespeare, there are literary rules used throughout the Word (e.g., context, first use, figures of speech, etc.) that make the study of the Bible thrilling and fulfilling (These rules are covered in many books). The Way had its own problems and their proclivity for teaching how to understand the Scriptures led to their undoing when some of their teachings were exposed to be counter to the clear teachings of the Word.
This is not intended to be an auto-biography but I want you to understand that my search has taken me in many varied directions and at the age of 58, I once again made a ‘shift correction’ towards what I believe to be a greater understanding of true faith. It is never too late for God to reveal the answers to the desires of your heart.

I began a thirty day fast after Thanksgiving 2018 for both spiritual and physical health reasons. I listed my reasons on a dry-erase board so they were constantly before me. Those who know me were shocked that I planned to go thirty days without food. I explained that Christ went forty days and he wasn’t sixty-five pounds overweight. I don’t believe I would have been successful without my list and a desire to see the changes come about in me.
Number one on my list was to ask for forgiveness. My transgressions unto the Lord are numerous and senseless (as I’m sure is the case with most people). This is where the opening verse comes in. Someone actually shared it on Facebook (see, FB is not totally worthless) and I was struck by what it said of God’s own heart. I looked it up in my Bible so I could see the context and I saw the verse was highlighted and there were notes in the margin. I was shocked. I had seen this verse - I had parsed the Hebrew words in the verse - I had saved my thoughts in the margin - and I had completely missed the Heart of God in the Verse.
Parsing, examining and searching the Word and various study helps is important and it has its place, but God only wrote one Book for His People so seeing the why, the heart, of what is written is vital. In a nutshell, in Isaiah 43 God tells us that HE forgives us for HIS sake because unforgiveness is so toxic that God worries about its effects on Himself. I couldn’t believe I had missed this simple, yet powerful truth and knew I had to examine every aspect of my faith to see what else I had ignored.
It is very easy to delve into the Bible to verify the doctrine one already has and this is what I had done for decades. Luckily, I had been ‘thrown out’ of my church the year before based on a personal disagreement with the Pastor. God had some major Truths He wanted to share with me and I was now not as likely to bend scripture to whatever my current church was teaching. The process behind the Revelation does not have a linear path that can be easily transcribed and this narrative is already lengthier than I had planned so let’s just cut to the chase. The epiphany is probably the reason you are reading this book in the first place and you are probably wondering if I will ever come to the point.

God told me that ‘Christ did not come to start a new religion or a new Covenant’.

Read that again.

Yes, Jesus brought about the New Covenant promised by God (Jeremiah 31:31) in the Old Testament, but he did not bring about something different than what had been prophesied. “Surely the Lord GOD will do nothing, but he revealeth his secret unto his servants the prophets” (Amos 3:7). Where, in scripture, is it prophesied that God will ‘suspend’ His Laws for a time?
I could not have received that a year ago because I was so steeped in the Faith I had ‘clothed’ myself in. I understand that early believers were referred to as “Christians” but that was merely a derisive label given to them. In my civilian jobs, I was called supervisor, foreman, boss fellow, and several other names I chose, in good taste, to not repeat. These are all titles and did not change the underlying character of who I am. There are two very good YouTube videos I found that explain this so well that I recommend you stop reading now and watch them before continuing.

The Error of Dispensationalism (Remastered) - 119 Ministries
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5RL2hZSpKEE
Identity Crisis - Passion for Truth Ministries
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VN-1jUc963g

Yes, I understand Jim Staley is (was, depending on when you read this) in jail. He is an imperfect messenger (as are we all), but if you cannot distinguish between the messenger and the message then you are going to miss out on much of what God is sharing to you with the Scriptures and in life.

I was reminded of the lesson of Ananias and Sapphira from Acts 5:
1 But a certain man named Ananias, with Sapphira his wife, sold a possession, 2 And kept back part of the price, his wife also being privy to it, and brought a certain part, and laid it at the apostles' feet. 3 But Peter said, Ananias, why hath Satan filled thine heart to lie to the Holy Ghost, and to keep back part of the price of the land? 4 Whiles it remained, was it not thine own? and after it was sold, was it not in thine own power? why hast thou conceived this thing in thine heart? thou hast not lied unto men, but unto God. 5 And Ananias hearing these words fell down, and gave up the ghost: and great fear came on all them that heard these things. 6 And the young men arose, wound him up, and carried him out, and buried him. 7 And it was about the space of three hours after, when his wife, not knowing what was done, came in. 8 And Peter answered unto her, Tell me whether ye sold the land for so much? And she said, Yea, for so much. 9 Then Peter said unto her, How is it that ye have agreed together to tempt the Spirit of the Lord? behold, the feet of them which have buried thy husband are at the door, and shall carry thee out. 10 Then fell she down straightway at his feet, and yielded up the ghost: and the young men came in, and found her dead, and, carrying her forth, buried her by her husband. 11 And great fear came upon all the church, and upon as many as heard these things.

Ananias and Sapphira had obviously done a good work in selling their property and giving much of the proceeds towards the Ministry but their hearts were wicked in that they wanted praise for having done this and false praise at that since they kept back some of the money but they led people to believe that they had contributed the entire amount. Any amount would have been a worthy contribution but they wanted to be puffed up in their pride by lying to the Apostles and to the Holy Spirit. The shock and shame of having their hearts exposed by the Spirit through Peter was too much for them.

You must work out your path AND you must want to follow that path. Our Father is not impressed by people who feel obligated to do something they do not want to do (“This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me.” Matthew 15:8). God also tells us that, “For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments: and his commandments are not grievous” (1John 5:3). The Torah was not intended to be burdensome but the Religious Leaders, over time, added to and agonizingly interpreted the existing Instructions with their traditions (Talmud). I do not believe that this was God’s intention. God’s Instructions are not based on circumstance but the application often must be. This is your responsibility - please do not relinquish the accountability of your walk to others.

The two most important things you much figure out for yourself are, “what is God’s Heart in commanding such and such” and “what is my heart in obeying His Commandments”. This is a journey, much like marriage, and diligence to your relationship will produce wonderful results.

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